I lie here waiting,

waiting to hear from you, hoping to hear that you want me, as I realize you probably don’t need me like I need you. Thinking of all the things I could have, should have done differently. I know I’m hardly worth it but all I want is to make it work. But how do you make something work when only one of you wants it? I can’t ask you to do something you don’t want. I know our time together was short and it didn’t seem like much but to me it meant a lot. I cherished every moment we were together. I told myself this time was going to be different, that I could finally make someone happy but once again everything has come crashing down. All I want is for you to be happy and if it’s without me then I’ll learn to live with that. I just want you to be happy.